if only you knew.

Day #5: My Dreams

my dreams. 

wow, just hearing those two words and a million thoughts rush through my head. 

i have sooo many goals, dreams and ambitions its ridiculous. 

ill just make a list 

1. get accepted to UCLA

2. meet justin bieber

3. major in law

4. visit EVERY continent (only 4 more to go)

5. be fluent in at least 3 other languages 

6. skydive

7. S U C C E S S 

8. adopt two children

9. make a difference

10. my name to be known

11. meet my soulmate (soooo corny, i know) 

12. model on a legit runway

13. roadtrip with my mainnnnnnns!

pretty much all i can think of….its like my mind went blank when i started typing. 

haha. ill add more as i remember :)

Day #4: My Brother

Noahh. 

lets see, you are possibly the most annoying creature on the face of the planet….but im the only one who can say that. i will always have your back babybrooo! you are sooo funny but sometimes you need to learn to stop. you are a showwstoppa, macking on the phone until 1am….that needs to stop. haha, i cant wait until youre my age and i can throw all this stuff youve said about me in your face. ILOVEYOUBABYBROOO! and know you can turn to me in any situation. :)

<3

Day 3: My Parents

Momma Pacheco: 

you are a great mother, no doubt about that. i love you more then you could ever imagine. but sometimes you care way too much about what others think, its starting to mess up our relationship. other then that, we’re pretty close. youre an excellent advice giver and youre sense of humor is out of the ballpark. i also know that regardless of the situation i can turn to you and youll be there for me :) i love you. <3

Papa Arroyo:

you are the best papa evaaaa. i love you oh so much! i wish you wouldnt leave so much and that you wouldnt be so strict because of your job. i love that you spoil me rotten and how many opportunities ive been given because of you. youre a wonderful father and although sometimes we get into stupid arguments at the end of the day, i know i can ALWAYS turn to you. 

Day #2: My Crush

BABY! :D

to be honest, youre so much more then i expected. youre seriously are soo kindhearted. your goodmorning and goodnight texts put a smile on my face everyday! when im feeling down and stuff, you say the corniest shit but it makes me feel alot better. i like that you actually make an effort to be friends with mis amigas even thought we are a tad bit crazy for you, it means alot. i likeeee that you carry your cats all the way upstairs to get them away from me cause of my allergies. i like that you record jersey shore for me so i can watch it when i come over. i like that you let me blame you for everything (being late, not doing my hmwrk, etc.) hahahah. i like your random, sweet texts. i like that your phone is bogus as hell….syk33. but most of all….i like you! :) 

Day 1: My Best Friend

this would be the first dayy.

first off let me start off by saying i dont just have one best friend. i have five; la familia, this ones for all you guys <3

for those of you who dont know, la familia means ‘the family’ and you dont understand how true this statement is about my friends and i. family sticks together no matter what. and with these guys that statement never fails to be true. they’ve been there for me in my weakest of weaks and my highest of highs. i messed up and almost lost them at one point but im sooo glad i didnt. its crazy, the people who had the right to be the most angry at me, were the ones who didnt hold anything against me because they cared too much. i can go to them with anything. we never run out of things to talk about and although we sometimes get annoyed with each other, we never get tired of each other. we have our stupid arguments but at the end of the day everything gets solved. i know that if im having a problem they will all be there. its crazy cause ive honestly never been so close to a group of people like i have with these triqqs! but im so glad that they are apart of life, words dont suffice.

estefania. jackie. emmcee. miko. bee.

i love you guys with all my heart. <3

so im going to do this

so i saw this on my friends page and it seems funn. everyday for thirty days, im going to write about the follwing things:

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror